I am here downstairs wide awake again. After almost a week when he slept much much better. The better he sleeps, the better I sleep. The more he wakes up in the night, the crazier I get.
Nothing ever prepared me for this. Nobody told me that it can be like this. I knew of sleepless nights, but I thought they stop when a baby is 3-4 months. One year of not sleeping or litlle sleeping? If I knew that I would have obviously skipped the parenting experience. I wanted to have a child very much, but with the price of my sanity? Who would want that.
About Me
- Miropi
- I have a baby-boy and a male partner. I have recently graduated as a body therapist. I used to be an academic. I wrote a novel. I speak a lot of languages (well, I understand more languages - 7, than I speak - 5)and I lived in four countries, which was unexpected, having grown up in a country that was internationally isolated and closed for foreigners (Romania in the 1980s)
